I also had a lovely breakfast there, and wished that time could have just stopped there forever, cause the next day I was flying back to a job that I no longer look forward to. But this is meant to be an inspiring post for me, so I shall not go there!
Anyway, spending Christmas and New Year in Japan was wonderful. I think I really don't mind just living there. I love the food, the convenient, the solitary lifestyle, the tv programs, the nature.... so many things! I'll share more about the trip properly when I get my life in order soon.
Work was just work as usual, and I started working on 2-Jan and burn out by 20-Jan. Couldn't get out of bed for 48 hours, and felt really depress about 2017 in general. I had turned 40 a week back, and I needed some motivation to get my energy back. So I thought I will write this post instead. Whenever I needed inspiration, I always visit my blog and it kinda put my life in perspective on the things I love and things I have done. (although there are tonnes of backlog I have yet to upload here).
Noboribetsu Hiking Trails
So today's message is simple: I want to not fear living on my own terms. I want to learn to let it all go and just be me and live my life as I want to. Even if it means that I have no more money to travel for the time being, and no security. I owe it to myself to stop being miserable surely. Once I get my balance back, I can always start looking for a more balance job to earn some income to continue to support my hobbies.
2017 has started out quite badly. I don't intent to let it end badly without a fight. And ultimately my goal remains the same. I want to retire at 40! And I have until 31-Dec-2017 to make that happen!
Ref:
Sapporo JR Tower
初日の出
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